So why? Not entirely sure other than I feel like it.
What’s happens when you answer all of your questions? Master all of your goals? There’s a void. And nothing seems to fill it – at least not yet. I find myself searching for dictions to get lost in, but very few satisfy. And then those end and it’s the same void. I learn new things like game programming and then I finish a project. I aim to learn violin and then my tendonitis in my right thumb slows me down. I aim to diet and then… pizza.
So we start again and end again. Peace should be our priority, not hope. Hope can be dissatisfaction. Peace can be both acceptance and courage. This is something I have learned from both Thich Nhat Hanh and western psychology.